We live in a part
Dont know why but we can be so close like we are now

We have promise that someday we will never be apart like we are now
But again we are back into the difficult exams.
And again do we have to???

He said:
I want to get settle and build a family with you, cause you are nice person who understanding me in and out.

I am as a man will keep my promise to you.
Please do believe me that I love you in many ways.

I want to marry you.
I want to have kids with you.
I want to grow old with you.
I want to die at 110 years old in your arms.
I dont want forty-eight interrupted hours. I want a lifetime

so, pick me,choose me,and love me

This is what I said to him:
If you need a job to give you a life, you either need a new job or a new life
I just never thought about it. What I would do.
What the dream would be if I couldnt have you in my reality world
And if we're lucky,
we realize,
in the face of everything, in the face of life, the true dream is being able to dream at all

so pick me,choose me,love me

I know that there always uneasy way to get the happiness on my own.

Mungkin karena dah keseringan pergi ke Bandung secara itu kampung halaman ortu and para leluhur, so jadi agak sedikit bosan juga selama dalam perjalanan.

Pingin nya seeh dengerin musik tapi karena perginya bareng sama ortu plus adek gw yg cewek n selera musik kita yg berbeda pula plus suasana duka juga yg masih mewarnai wajah2 kami terutama banget nyokap seeh secara dia berasa banget kehilangan kakaknya tercinta yg sealiran darah alias se-bapak n se-ibu. Walaupun ditutupi dengan tawa n cerita lucunya but I know deep down inside she's very sad.

Anyway, untuk menghilangkan kebosanan selama di perjalanan, akhirnya aku baca2 ajah tuh nama2 jajanan yg terpampang dalam gerobak abang2 penjual makanan ataupun di warung2 or resto2 makanan.

Yaahhh... walaupun akhirnya dimarahin sama bokap krn bikin berisik tapi at least cukup menghibur juga laah secara suasana di mobil jadi ngga sunyi senyap gituhhh... tapi krn aku yg banyak berbicara.... akhirnya aku cape sendiri n tertidur lahhh secara emang dah beberapa hari belakangan ini juga emang kurang tidur hehehehe.

Today, i have decided to write more about things that have been going on with me in a day.

At 4 AM i woke up and started to prepare myself for going to my uncle funeral.
Yupe, my uncle who is my mom brother passed away yesterday (Friday noon). I was quite shock to hear that coz I used to be closed to him.

He's an easy going person and "wise guy" too hahahaha... but overall, he's a very nice person. Everybody loves him so much. He's funny and smart too.

I think about few months ago, I met him in the hospital. He looked very thin and his big eyes was a bit scarry. Perhaps it because he could not talk as the cancer at his throat still there.

Anyway, I am happy now... its not because he's gone but happy coz he lost all his sickness. And his dream has finally came true.

I remembered that he ever told us that he wanted to spend his retirement day in Bandung (he currently stay in Balikpapan). But at the time, his wife refused with her billions thought. But but but.. I know that God loves him, so He made his dream came true. Through his pain, he can stay in Bandung. The place that he used to spend before he got married and have kids.

One thing that I like to go to the family funeral is because I am able to meet my other cousins or relative that i have never met before. There, I met his two daughters, his wife family, and my mom relatives too.

I am quite suprise to meet them all, coz they are now look so different from the last time i met them :) and they said there's nothing change much about me hahahaha...

Well, there's always a good thing in a sorrow time :)